I will.

from now on,

i will do what i want, what is beneficial for me, what makes me happy, what strengthen me, what support me.

i will not let anyone constrain, control or constrict me.

i will be selfish.

i will come first, before others.

if i must leave something or someone for the sake of keeping my heart happy,

i will do so.

i will not hesitate.

i am Narcissus Oddblogger,

the narcissistic vain viking blogger.

and i will not be lower than that.